Poetry

The Switch

You think I have games I am trying to play and you wonder how long I can continue being this way.  The use of chivalry and paying attention to your wants and needs cannot last long, right?  The laughing and joking around all the time will soon turn to arguments that make for sleepless nights.  Those simple acts of affection will feel like memories from years ago within a matter of weeks.  From feeling like a new adventure of love to a chore of being together in an instant and this is what you are waiting for.  So used to the dishonesty and the men that play the role just to obtain that “conquest” you have a hard time accepting that you have a grown man dedicated to giving you his best, not a little boy trying to be just like the rest.  It is my character that I want to exemplify to you and show you a level of understanding that is new, it will take some time and some patience on both parts; I want you to worry about being patient with you.  This will feel like it is hard to grasp, but use that intuition of yours and let go of thoughts of the past.  Before I am blessed to have your body, I am alright if that takes some time, simply because I am here to take care of you spirit, body, and mind.  This is an opportunity I call upon myself as a privilege, and the obligation of treating you as a Queen is upon me, I take it as my personal duty.  I am chivalrous because you command respect and I want you to understand you are valued.  I rather speak to you in a manner that shows love than be rude.  If we are going to fight, let us do it, have it out as bad as it can be but only briefly, because I rather resolve our issues then make love to you passionately.  To address your concerns with an open mind and heart that welcomes understanding, then reinforce our bond by some deep communication. Never turn away from you or act as if your affection is unwanted, I will take as much as you give and even create moments of my own unwarranted.  To be quite honest, moments like that are just a reprieve, keeps me occupied long enough until I can get you away from prying eyes.  Most of your fears are valid, and I understand where they come from but those elements you enjoy and are waiting on them to change, those are where I gain the most joy from.  Just take into account that this switch you speak of, does me no good, I rather keep things progressing to being better than try to live some lie, be that robber with a mask and a hood.  I am not here to steal your heart and love away from you along with your dignity, pride, self-worth, and more; I am not here to take so much away from you and leave you with pain, doubt, fear, and feelings of being less than dirt.  I rather be presented with your heart, unleash your love, and take on everything that comes with the opportunity and rise above all obstacles in order to enjoy the gift fully.
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