Tap Tap Tap

Knock knock knock

will he answer or will he not

boom boom boom

will I answer, will I turn this lock

barricade the door and turn off the lights

yet at his house it seems I have an invite

I forgot to RSVP

hope he does not consider that rude

to be perfectly honest

this is not an event I really want to do

I was feeling good, healthy, trying to stay optimistic

then it all hit me at once

not only stuck by but watching fall

the ton of bricks

and now here I am

standing in front of G.R.’s door

I guess I could make Anubis proud

Iku happy to see me too

yet all I want is more time

more times to do it right

blessed with abundance so my mistakes seem

less redundant

just want to have an existence

worthy of being called life

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One Reply to “Tap Tap Tap”

  1. Anubis. Underworld God. Interesting. Proverbial knocking at heaven’s door… I overstand. But I understand the strength you possess to daily go through life, fighting for those things and people you cherish. I know the sentiment of heaviness that feels too real, too unbearable to unclench itself from one’s soul, but if you’re anything, it is a born fighter. A dreamer in a sea of people who’ve long ago forgot faith and dreams. Keep on being you, no matter how it hurts others to see you still believe. Refuse to becompletely jaded.

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