It is within our parents wisdom
that we find ourselves
that we learn what we wish to become and what we wish not to become
but do we take what they called
and shun them away from our life as well.
In doing so, we discredit our own creation
for things do not always go towards what we say we want
but towards a higher plan.
If we were not to depend on someone because a parent did so,
would they have acquired the love they have now
to procreate us.
If their guard had not of been down
and willing accepted this other person
as a caregiver, but most importantly
Would our existence be that of what it is now
Think in your mind, if you would change your past
you could ruin your future
and destroy your present.
Provocative, not really, simplistic indeed
If my mother was alive, I would not be typing this
the experiences I have would never have occurred
my trials would not have been the same
my strength would be diminished
my love, my soul, my understanding, my passions
all of that which makes up me would be gone with
one defining moment.
That which we go through and directly affects our lives
we control our destiny by determining what we do from then on
some things are inevitable
such as pain
we are not guaranteed to suffer, to feel anguish continuously
confusion, despair, and most of all
Those are not promised to us, the same as the next day
so why live by regrets?
When you regret, you wish to change the blessings already bestowed upon you
Do we really think of that when we say, I wish, I should have, or don’t ever…
We won’t live forever, mentally blocking decisions
situations that may arise, simply from borrowed fear,
is torture. When we finally decide we want to break free
that becomes the hardest struggle.